Sitting here, looking at websites, wasting time really. Now, I don’t think that looking at websites is always wasting time – I have many that I check frequently and dearly love – but if I’m repeatedly clicking “refresh” at Bloglines, I know I’m avoiding doing something else. I need to get deeper into what it [...]
[...] I worried that taking care of myself would cost me relationships. I have lost my first friend due to my inadequacies. I’m pretty sure she won’t be the last. It terrifies me, but I fear it’s the truth. [...]
raspberry from Mayiii’s photostream Some days I feel like a writer – where every experience seems to come fully realized with words ripe for the picking, falling into my hand like sunkissed raspberries. Other days I wonder what the heck I am doing here. Why did I think I could do this? I have no [...]
[...] In my little, crazy, try-not-to-bother-too-many-people world, Certified Letter = B-A-D. I think it is the official way to send Bad News -its own little post-office category cleverly disguised with the word “certified”. [...]
Things have not been so rosy here at my pink toes. I tried to deny it, but have finally come to terms with the fact that I am in the midst of another depression. I’m dealing with a lot of the reality of my chronic pain and fatigue issues. This is very good for me [...]